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The Inverse Doctrine: A Satanic Take on Christianity

The Inverse Doctrine: A Satanic Take on Christianity


Introduction


Many of us have been told the same Christian stories: that Satan is evil, the father of falsehood, and the one who leads you into temptation—a great sin in the Christian religion. At the mention of “Satanism,” most people picture a religion of theistic Devil worshippers performing rituals in dark robes, drinking goat blood from antlers, selling their souls, sacrificing infants, and so on. Those rumors are embarrasingly wrong, as you'll read here.
For clarification, Satanism is an atheistic (non-believing) religion, that uses Satan as a symbol.

The Truths Many Fail to See


God is the true father of lies and deception, and his so-called "Heaven" is the real damnation. In Christianity, you are nothing but a pawn on Gods chessboard, you kneel before him, take every breath in his name, follow his rules religiously in hopes to be allowed into heaven after your demise. A rather depressing life just to strum harps for eternity if you ask me.

Satan is the true father of good, freedom, pleasure, and self-empowerment—for he is the liberator and enlightener. Satan represents carnal gratification of the ego (i), true freedom through individualism, indulgence in all seven sins of the Christian churches, those being the seven natural instincts of man.

The Invisible Christian Indoctrination


God is often labeled "all-loving" and naturally the creator of all, must be all knowing. That also implies he allows immense suffering, creates flawed beings either by design or foreknowledge simply to punish them for his own setup. He later sends himself down as "Jesus Christ" to die on a cross for the sins he caused, he then uses that sacrifice as emotional blackmail. He controls through fear, threats, and manipulation—ensnaring followers in unavoidable sin, guilt and obedience.
(See: John 1:1, 14 John 20:28 Titus 2:13 Hebrews 1:8 Colossians 2:9 + more)

Satan tempts through natural desire, not malice—offering liberation from divine tyranny. Even if it leads to Hell, it is Hell that offers honesty, autonomy, and freedom—not damnation. By design, all of man are sinners in a cycle of unavoidable sin, meaning all your friends and family is going to be in Hell, wouldn't you want to join them? Heaven must be populated by rather strange men, if all they lived for was to earn a way into Heaven.

It's probably not the first time you hear someone say that the Holy Bible is riddled with contradictions but did you know it glorifies slavery, violence and oppresion, and omits critical truths such as the true nature of Lucifer (Satan), Jesus' real birthdate, the pre-Earth timeline, evolution, lost books, alternate gospels, the Nephilim (Angels/Sons of God, Daughters of Men), Pre-Adamic Humanity and more. Christianity is a tool of control, molded to fit the Church's agenda.

My thoughts


All of this being said, I think the biggest issue is the indoctrination of children from birth. They are taught faith before they can think or question. Religion is passed down, not chosen, reinforced by schools, families, churches, and even law. The system survives not on truth, but on fear, guilt, and forced obedience (authoritarianism).

This connects back to the earlier points about indoctrination and manipulation. The core problem is how religious teachings shape people's worldview from a young age, making it harder for them to question or seek alternatives like Satanism, which values individual freedom and rational thinking.

Satanism as the Patcher


This is where Satanism comes in. Our Founder Anton LaVey recognized the falling of modern religions and recognized the need for a new religion, one for the people, one not based on imaginary Gods and punishments, one the people could live with, guilt free!

Satanism also advocates the Pentagonal Revisionism, a five point program striving to achieve an ideal society, which includes the following:

  1. Stratification ~ No "equality for all", let water flow naturally
  2. Strict taxation of all churches
  3. No tolerance for religion secularized and incorporated into law
  4. Development and production of artificial human companions
  5. Right to live in the desired environment with mandatory adherence


My Last Summarizing Say


To end things off—Christianity is complete rubbish, rewritten by people (new testament) when people realized slavery, violence, oppression etc wasn't okay. Satanism—while not a religion for the masses, produce a much better framework for prioritizing health and quality.

Disclaimer


But let me emphasize, if this sounds alluring, please be advised, Satanism demands study NOT worship, we do not “recruit” like Christians do, Anton, I, and The Satanic Bible say to explore other religions and think before joining any religion. We do not want higher numbers, power or public influence.

Written by Lucekeen
Registered Member of the Church of Satan

I, Satanist of the Left-Hand Path and citizen of the Infernal Empire (No. 605182), standeth not behind a mask of anonymity. I proclaim mine convictions openly and without apology.
HS! Shemhamforash!

Selective Mutism - My Voice Isn't Yours to Demand

"My Voice Isn't Yours to Demand"

You see silence. I feel pressure. You see awkward. I feel agony.

My selective mutism isn't a choice. It's a reaction. It's a mind saying “no” in a world that expects “yes” on command.

I am not quiet. I am full of screams no one hears because they expect them to come out of my mouth. You judge me by what I don't say. But you never ask what I wish I could scream.

Poetry aside.. many think Selective Mutism is a choice or just don't understand how one can lose their voice. My best friend didn't understand it so I'm going to try my best to explain Selective Mutism from my own experience.

Selective Situational Mutism

People with Selective Mutism often dislike the term because it's misleading—hence the nickname "Situational Mutism".

A good way to picture it is like trying to move a third leg: you can't, because your brain doesn't know how. (you also don't have one) When you walk, eat, or grab something, you don't consciously think about which muscles to use—you just do it automatically. But what if your brain suddenly pulled the wire that makes it all work?

That's what Selective Mutism feels like. It's not stubbornness—it's a kind of freeze response rooted in anxiety. The most common form of treatment is Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), which works by gradually retraining the brain to respond differently.

My Own Experience

Selective Mutism affects me constantly, no matter where I am. With immediate family, I can speak fairly well. In grocery stores, I might mumble a few words. But at school or in unfamiliar places, I lose my ability to speak entirely—it's a strange, empty sensation, like my voice has vanished.

My Mutism also prevents me from speaking any language other than my native tongue—likely due to anxiety from not feeling fluent. I can't talk to myself out loud, and sometimes I even feel mute in my own mind. Even when I *can* speak, I often can't say what I truly want to—whether because of pressure from others or my own expectations. It can feel like a prison.

I usually know if I'll be able to speak or not by sensing a kind of emptiness in my body. Sometimes I'll lose the ability to say just one word in a sentence, forcing me to stay silent, stutter, say “uhm”, or replace it with another word I *can* say. It's like there's a filter in my brain constantly trying to mute me.

For nearly three years, I had a support worker from my municipality who never heard my voice. My new support person hasn't either. My best friend of four years, my teachers, my dentist—they've never heard me speak. Only my immediate family and NASA's radar dishes have.

This condition isn't genetic—it's psychological. It develops from prolonged anxiety, stress, or trauma and like most psychological disorders, it's difficult to really understand it.

Advice For Others

You may find it helpful to wear a HD Sunflower lanyard and carry a HD Sunflower ID card in-case you get approached or spoken to, it's easy to show your customized card and signify you're troubled speaking. Stick to relatives, friends or support, use notes, tts or aac. Avoid people or seem busy. Worst case, isolate yourself. Use nonverbal communication (gestures).

How I'm Managing

I don't socialize, I rarely leave my home, everyone I'm with is aware of my conditions, I carry assist-tools if I leave alone, I study at a vocational school for youth with disabilities, where awareness is high. I use my phone to communicate and avoid people. Some might say this is a depressing life, though I'd say it's what I'm comfortable with and enjoy.

Pride In Neurodivergence

Neurodivergent Struggles

Living as a neurodivergent person isn't easy. Daily challenges like communication, sensory overload, social situations or executive dysfunction can feel overwhelming in a world built for neurotypical people. People often romanticize autism but fail to fully understand what it entails, it is a neurological disability and is not, knowing every dinasaur or being weird and quirky.

"Disability" Is Not a Bad Word

Disability isn't a bad word, the definition of a dis-ability is lacking or having impared ability, that doesn't make you any less normal or functional, it just means you're less abled, which could in many ways come with strengths. Embracing your disabilities or conditions will allow you to live more carefree and happy and help you see what support you need.

Diagnosis ~ Freeing Not Limiting

Getting diagnosed isn't the end of the road—it's the beginning. Labels can be freeing, giving language to confusion and access to help. A diagnosis doesn't box us in—it opens doors. For me, my diagnosis' put my struggles into official words, allowed me to receive more and better help, resources and more. It gave me the most clarity and self-love I have ever had.

Unique Perspective

Neurodivergent minds see the world differently. Whether it's pattern recognition, deep empathy, or creative problem-solving, our way of thinking is valid—and valuable. Being different doesn't mean being wrong. I still have the same brain as everyone else, mine is just wired a little different. Autistic brains synaptic pruning has been scientifically proven to be reduced, meaning we have more brain function and synaptic connections, which makes us more sensitive, this can be both good and bad.

Super Powers?

It's tempting to romanticize neurodivergence as a “superpower”—and sometimes it can feel like one, like having special interests, strong patience, a liking for routine/repetitivity, organized and structured lifestyles, morbid curiosity and so much more. But it comes with a fat load of downsides too. Therefore, it's dumb to romanticize it.

My Strengths & Weaknesses

I'm intensely curious and great at constructing detailed things. I'm skilled at DIY, gardening, and recognizing patterns. I'm also highly self-aware. I have a deep love for knowledge and enjoy diving into subjects like law (even international), medical coding systems, OSINT, philosophy, programming, game development, software exploitation, video game mechanics, obscure animal facts, and more.

On the flip side, I struggle with social interaction, executive and cognitive functioning, speech, understanding idioms, and memory. I also experience perceptual illusions (like visual snow and asteroid hyalosis), likely due to high synaptic density. Initiation, conformity, and tone-filtering are difficult for me too—I'm often blunt without meaning to be. I also tend to get defensive without realizing.

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